Sunday will always be the day that I'm waiting for for the whole week.. eto yung araw na ii-spend mo sa church for the whole day, listening, talking, laughing and sharing the word of God.. pero simula 2014, I don't know what happened.. tinamad akong gumising ng maaga, I feel so lazy going to church.. until this day (feb 23, 2014), natulog lang ako till lunch.. I don't want to go to church and I want to make some excuses.. but then, kahit late, ayun dinala pa rin ni Lord yung mga paa ko sa church..
pagdating ko dun, iba lang yung feeling.. I was speechless, I don't even want to sing.. then I just noticed that tears fell on my eyes.. then sinasabi ko nalang kay Lord na, "pagod na pagod na ko" .. I was struggling.. there's a battle within me that I cannot defeat.. then all through out the praise and worship, I was just crying.. asking God for forgiveness and asking Him to renew my strength .. tapos yung message pa eh parang saktong sakto lang sakin..
---we are God's soldier and we're meant to be victorious.. whatever battle that we're going through right now, God can provide a way out for us.. He will never let His soldier be defeated :)
