I even don't know who I am right now...I feel so tired and helpless.. I'm trying to get better. I want to get better but I can't.. I want it to stop, but I can't..
in the midst of this pain, I know that you are there God... I know that You're watching me.. help me and remind me who I am.. renew my heart.. renew my passion.. help me to be a better person and help me to overcome this battle.. I can't do this on my own so please help me God.
I want to fight. I'm still fighting.
