Matthew West - Strong Enough

this is what i feel...
i dont have the words to say what's inside of me right now but this song has the perfect words....

mixed emotions.. that's all i can say..
i'm tired of being a pretender.. always pretending that I am strong which is not.. i cant explain myself., i cant tell to anyone what i feel..

God You are all I need.. im not strong.. but by Your strength I know that I can face every challenges that I am encountering right now...

I dont know God what's Your plan for me, but I trust in You with my whole heart.. I dont know what's going on around me.. a lot of changes.. there are lot of things that i suddenly miss, I dont know why.. I feel so sad for myself about the things that I missed because of being too busy about myself..

i feel like crying right now..
God let Your strength be my strength.. I want to serve You with all of me.. a total surrender.. i dont know if a new environment will help me., but God, let Your will be done..



by God's strength...