Suddenly



Isn't it amazing that in just a snap, God can change your situation? All you have to do is to surrender your life to Him and believe that He can do the impossible :)

That night was one of the weirdest and best feeling I've ever experienced.. 'a sweet goodbye' if I should term.. A feeling of amazement and gratefullness... whispering to God 'thank you for using her to bring me back on track..' Thanks Ach :)

The journey of this life wasn't easy.. of course satan is not happy seeing you living in the light that's why he will do everything to distract you.. but hey.. Hold on! God can give you the strength that you need to win the battle.. He can do a great 'suddenly' in your life.. He will not stop sending His instruments to help you grow in your christian walk :)

Keep on fighting!
Keep walking in the light!
Live to make an impact :) 

Malayo

Asan ka na?
Parang ang tagal na ng huli tayong nagkita at nagkausap..
Mas masaya ba dyan kesa dito?
Akala ko saglit ka lang mawawala.. Pero dumaan ang linggo.. buwan.. sumunod na mga buwan.. hanggang umabot na ng taon.. Wala ka pa din..
Sagot mo.. andyan ka lang naman.. Nagaantay na may magaabot ng kamay.. Nagaantay na may makakarinig sa puso mong umiiyak at sumisigaw ng 'tulong'.. nagaantay sa taong tutulong sa'yo para ikaw ay makabalik pero wala..
Pagod ka na.. Mas marami ng tanong ng 'bakit? Paano? at hanggang kelan?' ang tumatakbo sa iyong isipan.. pero sa gitna ng kapaguran, isang mainit na yakap ang nagpaalala sa'yo kung sino ba talaga ang kailangan mo..
Hindi mo pa din alam kung paano makakabalik.. pero lagi mong tandaan na Siya lang ang kailangan mo.. lumayo ka man ng pagkalayo-layo.. hindi Siya mapapagod sundan at ibalik ka sa piling Niya..

lumaban ka.. Laban lang.. di ka nag-iisa.. makakabalik ka rin :)

need YOU now...

it's been a long journey...
too many ups and downs...
I've been wounded and hurt..
will I ever be healed?

I've been running too far..
I thought I was happy...
but in the end,
I see myself crying...

I'm tired and weak..
don't know what road to take..
I need Your hands..
can You take me in Your arms?

reminder

No matter how many times people in this world made you feel that you're worthless.. always remind your self that God will ALWAYS say to you that:


You are LOVED.
You are WORTHY.
You are FORGIVEN.
You are MADE FOR MORE.


Dont mind the pain and the scars.. God can heal and comfort you :)




Still fighting,
Bulalay 👽

sa tamang panahon :)



Yung darating yung araw na pagtatawanan natin yung oras na hinampas hampas mo ko at yung oras na sobrang takot at kaba ka dahil sa first timer ka sa church.. aantayin ko yung araw na yun.. Yung araw kung san naggrow ka na at sa araw na yun nirereminisce lang natin lahat kung paano nagsimula yung journey mo kay God :)


PS. Sa araw na yun, sana buhay pa ko para sabay tayong nakikipagfellowship kay God :) at kung wala na ko, I hope and I pray na magkita tayo sa langit at dun tayo makikipagfellowship kay God at magkkwentuhan ng ginawa Niya sa buhay natin :)


iloveyoudearestBestfriend :)

unknown..

I miss you... yes YOU ARE! I miss your voice.. Your beautiful voice that sounds like an angel when you sing.. I miss the way you smile.. Yes your smile that inspire me.. I miss the way you laugh, the way you speak, the way you joke.. I miss the whole you :(

I was surprised that you're now leaving everything behind .. You're leaving me :'( I was calming myself saying it's okay coz i know you'll be happier with your choice but it was really painful :(  ..and everytime I remember you... one phrase will always come out of my mind.. 'I miss you' :( :)

Thank you for being my secret friend.. My secret inspiration.. My secret smile.. and I know all of these things I said were unknown to you or to anyone because it's a secret that I keep between me myself and I.. and of course with God :)
I will really miss you :( :)

something weird :3

"I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept my faith."

2 Timothy 4:7

weird feeling.

seriously!

haha... malapit na bang matapos ang time ko sa mundo?

I don't know...

nakakakaba? nakakatakot?

Hindi ko talaga alam...

nakakatawa na ewan.. feeling ko mamamatay na ko.. haha bakit ang daming out of nowhere nag-te-thank you sa'kin bigla.. hala! haha grabe nakakaloka sila.. tapos habang nagaayos ng settings sa facebook, I dont know bakit na-click ko yung sa "legacy contact (a legacy contact is someone you choose to manage your account after you pass away)" .. sa sobrang kaba ko., inekis ko yun .. :( nakakaloka na ewan talaga...

anyways.. seriously speaking...

Pinapakalma ko talaga yung sarili ko.. first thing.. wala naman akong dapat ikatakot or what kasi nasa buhay ko na si Christ.. siguro may takot para dun sa taong nasa paligid ko.. wala lang.. haha Pero kung ano man ang mangyari.. gusto ko yung time na meron ako dito sa earth magamit ko ng tama :) ayokong sayangin yung time ko.. ayokong mag-give up.. ayokong mawala in my walk in my faith.. gusto ko kung times up na ko sa earth datnan ako ni God na tapat na naglilingkod sa Kanya..

yung verse sa taas.. ayun yung gusto kong sabihin kung matapos na ang time ko dito sa earth.. :)

no matter what happen.. I want to stay focused on Him... I want to continue living for Him.. I want to inspire people.. I want to be  faithful.. 

enough na yung 'for me' .. dapat 'for Him' na :)